OK, kids. I'm officially on a xanga strike..I am no longer posting until my friends decide to actually leave me comments..and if your not..then dont read it because you obviously dont care enough about it..and thank you jess jess for being the only one to ever comment..love you mucho grande..

So TTFN..

Steph

I'd love to know how you know Jess because I really think you dont.

   OK, kids, well...I like someone. I don't know why or how the hell it happened but, it did. So I'm going to be hanging out with him Friday. All I havta say is, he is adorable. He's one of those extremly cute kids that you just want to hug forever. teehee. I'm kind of hoping something works out between us because that would be "flippin' sweet". I could really use someone in my life right now. Not that I really need someone but it would be really neat. I hate being lonely sometimes. It's just no fun, that's why I can't wait until Friday. To hang out with a guy for once with no Ev involved. Ev doesn't even know...oops. Oh well, he shall live to see another day. I think I'll tell him later, just so he doesn't freak out when he finds out. I could just not tell him for a long time and see what he does..he'll probably get mad. It would be funny though. I know, I'm mean. You'll live.

<x3

Today...flippin sucked..I've come to the conclusion that I hate people. You all make me sick and I've had it up to here..I can't take it anymore..hence..I go back to the old ways..Life was good then. I could actually smile..I'd rather force myself to be happy then be in misery..so here goes nothing..

So denied so I lied
Are you the now or never kind?
In a day and a day love
I'm going to be gone for good again

Are you willing to be had? Are you cool with just tonight?

Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well.
Here's to the night we felt alive.
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry.
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's going to come to soon.

Put your name on the line
along with place and time
want to stay, not to go, I want to ditch the logical.

Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well.
Here's to the night we felt alive.
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry.
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's going to come to soon.

All my time is froze in motion
can't I stay an hour or two or more
don't let me let you go

don't let me let you go

Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well.
Here's to the night we felt alive.
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry.
Here's to goodbye, tomorrow's going to come to soon.

To soon

Here's to the night we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's going to come to soon

Nighty night and sweet good-byes I wont wake up this morn..

Well kids, there is this girl, Melissa, and she is...AMAZING! I love her sooooo much..teehee. We have fun licking poster of Jenna and Carmen and we are going to have a porn party and it shall be...awesome, just like her. Dude, she rocks my socks and if I was a lesbian I would do her and because I'm not I will just simply love her to death. "Go back in..ugh!" -Me..teehee

Oh, and I love Jenna Jameson...A LOT!